For so long I have felt alone
Content to live with unrest
Longing faded into countless nights
That buried my weary heart
But You brought an end
To this dead hour
And meaning to a calloused life
Held in Your arms
But too far from my heart
These thoughts will carry me through
The darkest nights
While Your eyes rest in mine
I remember the way You looked at me
And the way You drew me cose
With one deep sigh
Scattering pieces of my restless mind
Forgetting all that we have left behind

Ok, well I have felt alone for so long in my life, but for the past year almost I havn't felt alone anymore. All my life I have tried to keep my heart behind walls and away from the outside world, untill here recently. My heart is happy, my soul and mind is happy, and I am happy. However, when I look at my friends around me, I see them happy and how easy it is for them and how simple it seems that they have it in relationships and life in general. Even when most of them are just in it for the sex or whatever, it seems like everything is just easy as pie for them. However, everything that is pure and good in my life is never easy. I guess my grandad was right when he said that the things that are the most worh while are the hardest things to go through. I am worried right now that something has happened to her or her family. I dont understand why I worry so much becasue ive never done that for anyone ever before. I am sorry for making you listen to all this but I truly am happy and its all because of her. I am glad that she is in my life and that she is with me and loves me. I am happier then I ever have been before in my life and its all because of you. I just hope you are ok and everythng with your family is ok...........

For so long I have felt alone
Content to live with unrest
Longing faded into countless nights
That buried my weary heart
But You brought an end
To this dead hour
And meaning to a calloused life
Held in Your arms
But too far from my heart
These thoughts will carry me through
The darkest nights
While Your eyes rest in mine
I remember the way You looked at me
And the way You drew me cose
With one deep sigh
Scattering pieces of my restless mind
Forgetting all that we have left behind

Ok, well I have felt alone for so long in my life, but for the past year almost I havn't felt alone anymore. All my life I have tried to keep my heart behind walls and away from the outside world, untill here recently. My heart is happy, my soul and mind is happy, and I am happy. However, when I look at my friends around me, I see them happy and how easy it is for them and how simple it seems that they have it in relationships and life in general. Even when most of them are just in it for the sex or whatever, it seems like everything is just easy as pie for them. However, everything that is pure and good in my life is never easy. I guess my grandad was right when he said that the things that are the most worh while are the hardest things to go through. I am worried right now that something has happened to her or her family. I dont understand why I worry so much becasue ive never done that for anyone ever before. I am sorry for making you listen to all this but I truly am happy and its all because of her. I am glad that she is in my life and that she is with me and loves me. I am happier then I ever have been before in my life and its all because of you. I just hope you are ok and everythng with your family is ok...........

For so long I have felt alone
Content to live with unrest
Longing faded into countless nights
That buried my weary heart
But You brought an end
To this dead hour
And meaning to a calloused life
Held in Your arms
But too far from my heart
These thoughts will carry me through
The darkest nights
While Your eyes rest in mine
I remember the way You looked at me
And the way You drew me cose
With one deep sigh
Scattering pieces of my restless mind
Forgetting all that we have left behind

Ok, well I have felt alone for so long in my life, but for the past year almost I havn't felt alone anymore. All my life I have tried to keep my heart behind walls and away from the outside world, untill here recently. My heart is happy, my soul and mind is happy, and I am happy. However, when I look at my friends around me, I see them happy and how easy it is for them and how simple it seems that they have it in relationships and life in general. Even when most of them are just in it for the sex or whatever, it seems like everything is just easy as pie for them. However, everything that is pure and good in my life is never easy. I guess my grandad was right when he said that the things that are the most worh while are the hardest things to go through. I am worried right now that something has happened to her or her family. I dont understand why I worry so much becasue ive never done that for anyone ever before. I am sorry for making you listen to all this but I truly am happy and its all because of her. I am glad that she is in my life and that she is with me and loves me. I am happier then I ever have been before in my life and its all because of you. I just hope you are ok and everythng with your family is ok...........